well let me just clarify - i am not a transexual / shemale or had any surgery - i'm a boy and used to put some make up on occasion - actually as ive got a bit older ive gotten over the whole looking lika girl thing nd anyway my face has got more butch lol - although i think its totally cool if somebody wants to go for the whole sex change thing. In my case, and this is just me personally, i think my dressing asa girl phase was part of me not actually being comfortable with being gay (im muslim) and kinda replicating a 'straight' structure in terms of being with guys - wherease now i finally actually like being a gay man- but anyway maybe these thoughts are more appropriate on the diary journal.